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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ok... blogger had sum stupid screw up last nite and i spent dunno how long trying to figure out what the hell happened... turns out there was a technical prob wit the site... !*!^!*!^!!*&!^ i spent soooooo long trying to figure out the prob... and it was a technical error?!?! waste my time la...

sigh... sch sucks... really... lets see... yesterday, got A2 for chinese test... today, physics test was freaking hard, freaking long.... i mean, the paper was so damn thick, and we only had 40 mins to do the paper.... damn it lah... at it was hard... ok.. maybe not so hard lah, but still a little bit hard... i dunno... i may fail.... sigh... why does life suck like shit...

before this paragraph: DISCLAIMER - i am angry... and i am furious... if anyone wants me to take down certain words... tag it on my board... yea i noe... this aint like me... this aint like me to cuss and swear and... well... i dunno... i really dunno... i jus dunno what to do... sigh... anyways, i censored it.....

i got back my history mock test... another sigh... this time bigger SIGH... i got a 4/20... i failed my f***ing history... flunked the stupid paper... look... i studied... i mugged... and all i got was a f***ing 4/20... this is stupid... this is crap... i got all my points, my analysis... i jus forgot to link back to the bloody question... i mean... the question was about mistakes of European colonial powers... i jus didnt link... and i failed the stupid test... haiz... this is crap... total crap... i really needa study doubly hard for the next test....

i have been thinking... i mug so damn hard... and i get this kinda f***ed up grades... why shld i mug... i dunno... i jus wanna do well for my tests... i really do... but im jus f***ing up everything... i dun understand any of this shit... i mean... throw me chem, ask me to do orbitals question.. i'll probably pass u back a blank piece of paper... throw me maths... coordinate geometry... i'll probably f**k that up too... i jus haf a bad feeling abt this term... really... im not scoring.. chinese got A2, history... flunked... dun understand a single shit abt chem and maths...

a lots goin on now... ppl leaving... sch sucking... crap... craptacular... totally craptacular... an' i still haf tons of hw now... projects.... sch hw, stuff to ~~revise~~ mug for... im tired... im tired of this kinda shit... tired of all work no play... im serious... u cld go crazy mugging 24/7 without sum com games... now blogging is the only stress relieve i haf... im tired... i need my hols... i need it now... badly... screw the sch... i wan my rest... peace, rest, and ~~school~~ .... yea..

im jus not used to failing my tests... yea ive failed b4... but not so bad... this time... its not jus screwed... its seriously f***ed up... i mean... i mug so hard... and i dun do well... so i jus mug harder... for what??? but i still hafta do it... i mean... seriously... besides drumming and gaming, mugging is the next best thing i can do... i haf a good memory... haha... so i hafta study harder... study harder for all my subjects... yea....

anyways... i may be getting my geog paper thurs... i dunno... hope its ok... teacher said we screwed up real bad... hope not... sigh... well... need to do hw now... lotsa stuff to do... need to study for the real hist test... haha... so i'll go now... haha...

{7:58 PM}

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