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Thursday, July 20, 2006

somehow. its hard to destress. its too much to get rid off. i played god of war yesterday. my school had a half day due to our win in the judo finals, track and field finals, air rifle finals, and gym finals. 10 golds in total, thus, half day.

went to my friend's house. intended to play, but did project instead. did till about 4.30. then i played god of war till about 6pm. fun no doubt, but still.

how do i get this load off my head. its getting in my head. yes; in my head and i can't get it out. i know, i know. all you are seeing now in my blog is repeated comments of the stress in my life. bear with it. if not, don't read if it gets you irritated or whatever. but my life; at least for now; is stressfull. no doubt about that

but at least its slowly going away. less stress now i guess. but tests are coming. i'll just wait and see.

failure

failure. often described as a pathway to success. or as we often say; 失败是成功之母. but yo, its hard to fail, and its something we all don't want.

so what does this have to do with me? well, i failed. no, not a test. i hardly fail a test, although it did happen once or twice.

i failed at something i totally suck in. but does that give me the reason to fail?

i suck at interviews. i just cannot do interviews. people asking me questions, impromtu, there's extreme pressure there. and i'm always at a loss for words.

CCA committee. i just didn't get any posts. apparently, 9 people, 8 posts, and i had to be kicked out. i didn't make it. why? their explanation was because i was not confident during the interview, and i didn't really answer their questions

it bothers me, my future. if i continue like that, i'll probably end up jobless. but life is full of learning. so this is just another failure, or rather, an obstacle that i have to overcome. i have to learn how to do a bloody interview. mann. this is gonnna be the hardest thing to do. haha

aiight. so what. i'll learn, and improve. and trust

{8:24 PM}

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