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Friday, August 11, 2006

hey. today was cool. up till about 2pm i think. yesterday, well. i was tired. real tired. like knees weak and arms heavy. i was not walking in a straight line yo. couldnt. jus dead beat. tired. konked out the min i hit the bed. shit. cant take this shit. and worse still, i dunno wats this shit.

today. just great. missed my recess to collect my history paper. my hist cher always take our recess for stuff liddat. but was worth it. got an 18/20, which is good. 1st L5 that i got in this year yea. kinda expecting it, cus i really mugged my ass off for this paper. would be cursing all the way home if i flunked this shit.

then i collected my math paper. got an A2, which gives me an overall A1 for this term. not happy, not sad. seems like i cant give a damn about my results anymore. jus mug, do the paper, and see the results. used to put so much emphasis on the As. now i jus cant be bothered. jus for now...

well. did my lit test. didnt bother studying for it. i mean, it was about the dogmatic singaporean society, singaporean plan, and the central control of the govt. crap. these stuff, i can throw smoke. and i can really smoke the whole paper and make it look like i studied. so i didnt bother to study, and the paper, well, was quite ok...

and this is the part which pissed me off alot today. while all CCAs were cancelled to let them rest, my CCA was practically the only one still having training... why? cus we always have these bloody performances that we need to do. what? for MPs, for celebrations, for various occasions. pls. get me out of performances. i dun mind competitions, but shit, get me out of these bloody performances. wastes our time.

training was shit. im pretty much pissed abt being the only CCA having training. and the bloody training made me so weak. and now, its worse than last night. dragging my way home, shit like that. and now my hands are so weak its taking me a damn load of time to type this shit. damn. can be so bloody tired. cant carry on like this.

someone save me from this.

{7:59 PM}

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