Panic!

Friday, October 06, 2006

yea. so i decided to blog. fine. i can't stop blogging. fine.

i mean. its the middle of the exams. exams end next thursday, so since i have the weekend to rest, i decided to blog. yay

well. this week was damn tiring. all the studying. felt like when i was taking the PSLE few years back. except that we increase the number of subjects by, what, 7? yes. its a lot. its crazy. and theres still next week. seriously, i don't know whether to laugh or to cry... or the choke.

so anyways. it was damn tiring. actually, monday and tuesday was quite ok cus it was english and chinese and geog. quite easy. not much mugging. but wednesday was physics, thursday was chem. i mugged my ass off i tell you. crazy. then in the end the bloody paper was not as hard as i expected. ok. maybe 1 or 2 challenging questions, but it was quite ok.

now taday's paper was the one that made me wanna scream. in fact, i had two papers today. hard ones too. had maths followed by history. crazy. i mugged my ass off last night. really. i killed the most number of brain cells yesterday than any other day in my life (although technically, brain cells don't get killed by excessive thinking; its just a figure of speech). i did all the bloody math practices, and i read all the history tutorials. crazy.

but the exam today wasn't that bad. haha. it was ok. math was a little hard, but history was kinda ok. yayness.

so next week is the last stretch. biology (mug my ass off again), english (compre, no nid study XD), chinese (compo, even more no nid study XD), and literature (oh the horror). bio and lit is crazy. cripes. especially literature. i suck at lit. argh. but hell. after that its freedom!!!! AHAHAHAHA...

just a few days more to go...

yes and i'm happy. this is despite the exams and all. to find out why i'm happy, go find a mind reader to read my mind, or wait till my next post which will be after the exams...

so i give you a song. weee... Panic! At the Disco. cool band. good vocals. i like this band a lot. haha. they are a band from Las Vegas. yes. Las Vegas. very good stuff...

But It's Better If You Do - Panic! At the Disco

Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a cabaret.
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A.
The strip joint veteran sweeps you away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Oh, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead, dead, dead, dead in this place
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, I may of faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead, dead, dead, dead in this place
Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety, oh

and yet another song. to make up for the eons of not blogging.

Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[CHORUS]
Cause there's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[CHORUS]
Cause there's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it I,
I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?

[CHORUS]
Cause there's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way
I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[CHORUS]
Cause there's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

{6:10 PM}